For this is a personal apology
You shared it all with me,
You shared your mind, soul, heart
You let me touch you, hold you, cuddle you
Never did you say a no to me,
Never let me down when I needed you
You let me take your most priced possession,
I took it away from you
You let me share your body with me.
I let you down; I made you feel losing your self respect
I deserve no sympathy, cos I failed you again.
What I have for you is pure, and what I'm losing is the purest
If no one sees me again, it’s not cos you hate me
It is cos, I hate myself.